Hi everyone, it has been a while since my last blog post. I have been going through many things in my life. I have just recently moved. As you know moving can be a very tiring, stressful experience. I am glad that to be finally settled in. Since my move, I have felt a major change within. I feel as though a weight has been lifted, those things that were holding me down and keeping me unhappy have vanished.
I had a feeling of sadness and doubt that seemed to be hovering over me, but I am pleased to say that it is no longer there. For a long time I was in a relationship, that was not a healthy situation. I kept trying to stay with the person in hopes that things would change for the better. I have been in two of those types of relationships before. This situation brings to mind a quote someone told me. This person said to me, "If you know how it goes, then you know you get through it."
I believe that this person was simply trying to say that if you have been down that dark road before and you have come out all right, you will survive this too. Yes, this too shall pass. It has passed. I am no longer held captive by my feelings of wanting a healthy relationship with someone who cannot supply it. I am going to follow my heart and see if where it is leading me will finally bring me the happiness I know that I deserve.