I just happened to come across...

Today while looking through many of my old poems I came across a few I wrote when I was experiencing heartbreak. I took the time to read them aloud just to get the feel of what I was going through at that stage in my life. It was very powerful to me because I can look back on those times and remember all the pain and the tears I shed while pouring out my little heart and soul onto a piece of paper with my pen. Now that I can reflect on those writings and think back to those relationships, I can see that I am so much stronger and wiser. I am actually glad that I can read these poems and just realize how far I have come. I am going to post two of the poems so you may read them and maybe relate. I hope you enjoy.

xoxo
Lil'tokyo

"Nothing Love"

I fell in love with nothing.

I fell in love with the idea of you.

I fell in love with something that was just a figment of my imagination.

You were never there. No, you were never present.

However, in my mind I painted pictures of you,

mere images that would deceive me into thinking that "Golden Carriages",

being led by white horses, would carry you and I away off into the beautiful

sunsets, that only a poor soul like me can imagine.

You see I fell in love with nothing.

I fell in love with the sheer idea of you.

I fell in love with something that was clearly untrue.

I fell in love with nothing love,

the day I fell in love with you!

My Future

My future is so bright. Your future is so blue. You see my future is so much clearer because it does not involve you. The sun will shine on me while the rain pours down on you. My heart will sing happily while your heart will weep many tears. I will have romantic love for decades while you will have heartache for years.


It is such a shame when you could have brought happiness your way, but your future turned dark when you pushed my love away. It could have been really sweet you see, but now your heart will be dry like the desert, no love to quench its thirst. When you lost out on me, a winner was born; the next man shall be blessed with my love while you will be scorned. 


    I look forward to my future; you should cling to the past. That is the only way that your mistakes will never come to pass. Live in the past where your lies have not manifested. Live where you cannot taste the bile of mere rejection. Live where the sun does not shine. As for me, I am perfectly fine. My future is lovely because you are not a part of it.

(This is a poem of mine that was published for the site  http://authspot.com/poetry/my-future-4/  in April of 2010)

The Lustful Poetry Corner

I have been feeling under the weather lately and wanted to find something to do while I heal so....I was looking through a lot of my poems today and came across some poems that I was going to place into a book. I don't know maybe I still will, maybe I won't. This potential poetry book may be called "Love Effects". I've decided that I am going to share one of the poems with you titled, "Penetration" This is my favorite one in that collection because it is very passionate and also very erotic.

Penetration




Deep inside my walls you hide. You must like the softness and the security within. I embrace you tightly never wanting to release. It is something about the way you enter me, my love. It is something about the way you slide inside of my wet, slippery walls.

The love made between us is enough to make a sane person lose their mind. Luckily for us we are crazy, crazy in love. We can’t get enough of each other. Every single chance we get we are tearing off clothes; pulling on hair; biting, licking and sucking.

Place your love inside of me. I want you to make my body shake. Give it everything you’ve got. Please don’t hold anything back, give me what I crave daddy. Your dick is like a drug, it gets me so high. I have episodes where I feel I am no longer on earth when your chocolate stick is deep inside my sweet caramel brown pussy.

The deeper you go it feels that you could touch my soul. In fact, I think you have. You are able to go places no other human ever has. Touch my spirit; take hold of what is yours. Let me see why you are a man and not boy.

You don’t force it. You use such care and finesse. I must say that in the bedroom baby, you are very gifted and blessed. My soul soars to higher heights when you drive your love inside. I know you love me by the way it feels; that kind of emotion one can’t hide.

Faster, deeper, your love continues to grow. Make love to my mind, make love to my body, and make love to my soul. Sometimes you love me so good that I lose all control.  The farther you push your love inside the more I feel I am about to cum. I want to cum for you. I want to let my juices flow.


I came… back to reality. This was just a thought I got from a mere phone conversation. The phone sex was so intense that I imagined that the penetration would be astronomical. If someone can penetrate my mind before my body, they are a keeper. Penetrate my mind, before my body. Once you have learned that golden rule you will have the eternal key to my heart. 

My very first post, welcome to my world! Millions of things go through my head and I am going to share them with you. The ups and downs and the smiles and frowns. I am going to be talking about my books, my poetry, relationships, sex, celebrity gossip, cooking; just whatever I might fancy at any given moment.  Smooches for now. :)